The city sounds engulfing the sidewalk café bled off into the far reaches of his perception as she came into view.
John's breathing quickened as he leaned forward in his seat.
Margaret's presence required -- no demanded -- his full attention.
She radiated life.
He had seen her many times before and had always admired her from afar.
Today she was different.
Perhaps it was simply because he knew he was almost ready, that he had almost worked up enough nerve to approach her.
Her long brown hair, tightly braided, bounced with every confident step.
He imagined the click of her heels on the concrete.
This one was his type, sweet and pure, not like the other women. The moment snapped as she disappeared into an old brownstone apartment building and he sank back into his chair.
He wasn't ready yet.
The timing was still wrong.
He would approach her soon, maybe even tomorrow or Friday at the latest. He drained the last of the coffee, the cup rattling in its saucer.
Pocketing the change from the tab he headed back to work.
After all, there were bills to pay and endless mountains of paperwork to slay.
Margaret could wait a bit longer. # "Yes, mother," he said into the mouthpiece of the cold black phone. "Are you going to that place again?" Her voice was tinny, far away, trembling whine. "Yes mother, I'm going out to the cabin tonight." He wrapped the coiled cord around his neck, playfully tugging upward as he spoke.
He headed off her next question.
"I know it'll be dark, but I want a full two days to get work in, I'll be careful." The desire to actually pull the cord taut was overwhelming.
The urge grew with every shrill word that emanated from the earpiece. "John, honey, I just think - - you always go alone and," he could hear her take a deep breath; he braced, "John, it's just not healthy." "I don't think it's unhealthy at all, it's good for the soul; my soul at least." The cord tightened.
He imagined his eyes bulging, the hemorrhaging of blood vessels, the dark bloated body they might find as early as Monday, but probably much, much later.
Other than his mother and his boss, there was no one in his life to miss him.
The latter could care less if he showed up or not.
Yes, he was sure it would be one of those annoying neighbors reporting a strange smell. His mother had continued her jabbering and he had missed what she had said, but her tone gave him a clue.
"I'll meet someone someday." He took a stab at the answer. "I could sign you up for a dating service, I read about them all the time.
Your birthday is coming up and..." Her constant meddling turned his thoughts darker still.
Only now, he imagined the cord was around her wrinkled chicken neck, "No, mother.
Thank you anyway, save your money," his mind jerked the cord tight. The conversation shifted into the weekly lopsided long question, short answer routine.
A mother and son cross-continent verbal tennis match played out.
His quick volleys of "yes mother," and "no mother," could not distract his mind from running through his weekend plans.
He had long ago memorized the pattern and could answer on autopilot.
She always asked the same damn inane questions.
He did not tune her out completely though; after all he had played the dutiful son for years. Movement at his feet brought his attention back to the drab little apartment and the trip that he should have started out on over an hour ago.
The tunnel would be hell this time of night on a Friday.
He cut her off mid sentence, "Mother, I've got to go.
I'll call next weekend, I promise.
Good night." He hung up cutting short her final barrage of questions. John looked at the large canvas tent bag at his feet.
He kicked it hard.
A muffled grunt and the whole bag wiggled and squirmed violently.
He smiled. Yes, she was his type, young, dark hair, beautiful, powerful.
She exuded power; practically dripped it and he needed that power.
She was innocent and pure, not knowing the evil men can do.
Even as he dragged her into the alley, she had just kept smiling in shock and disbelief.
She was new to town and a virgin to the cruelty and violence that ruled in this world.
She would be an old madam in the lesson by the end of the weekend and he just might be one-step closer to his goal. Maybe everything would go right this time.
His energy was high, the weather looked good, and the moon would be full.
This time everything was perfect, aligned. # Traffic thinned and the smoky glow of the city faded in his rear view mirror.
He hated the long drive.
It was not the gridlock, or the smell of exhaust, not even the honking cabs, although tonight had sorely tested his patience.
The exodus had been brutal, much more so than usual.
Almost three hours just to get through the tunnel, and only seven miles added to the odometer. No, the worst part was the anticipation.
John's imagination simply unhinged.
It was hard to keep the old sedan on the road, with all the thoughts running through his mind.
Each idea spawned a dozen more.
There seemed no end to the endless chatter in his head, and the variations on rituals he could dream up.
He could barely wait to try out the new idols and the ceremonial dagger he had found in the dark corner shelves at the Lucifer's Lot Arcanum.
He breathlessly practiced mouthing the new incantations he had found on the web.
This would be the breakthrough weekend, power, immortality would be his. He eased the car onto the exit ramp, and changed highways.
John settled back into the worn seat and steered the car west into the night, the cruise control locked in at an officer friendly fifty-eight miles per hour.
The car climbed into the foothills and the engine turned throaty.
On the horizon, the dark line of the looming mountains sliced cleanly across the starlit sky. His head began to throb.
It would be well past midnight before reaching the cabin.
He considered stopping to take his meds and drain his bladder, but drove on.
It was not wise to risk the exposure.
It might be difficult to explain to Trooper Friendly why the car is registered under someone else's name, a dead man at that.
Not to mention the cargo in the trunk. His fingers massaged his temples in a futile effort to stave back the pain.
He made a mental note to call his mother on Thursday nights from now on and perhaps try the bridge next time. # The glare of the headlights bouncing off the thickening fog was not helping John's migraine.
The rampaging ideas had run their course, and the first of the all too familiar weekend letdowns settled in. He pinched the bridge of his nose and gazed tiredly into the fog.
Almost there.
He had never missed the turn from S.R.
22 onto the rutted, gravel fire-road that led to his cabin, but the fog was thick tonight.
The car slowed to a crawl.
The turn was not even on most maps, nor marked by even a mailbox.
It was just one of those roads that lead off somewhere, one that people pass everyday without a second thought.
He had made the turn only once in the daylight.
The day he had arrived five years ago with the realtor, posing as the man whose car he now drove.
Each arrival and departure since then had been under the cover of darkness. The clock blinked a fuzzy neon green 1:02 a.m.
His head killed and he really had to piss.
He shifted in his seat trying to ease the pressure on his bladder.
A few drops of urine escaped and warmed his thigh.
He thought of squeezing or pinching his groin and shuddered.
He would not touch the dirty thing, even if it were through two layers of clothing.
He just concentrated on clamping down as hard as he could and suffered the spreading dampness. Twenty-minute drive still to go, but he dare not stop, not this close.
He found his turn and exited the paved road.
He smiled; at least he was not in the trunk.
He gunned the engine and sent the car fishtailing down the forest road, gravel exploding out from under the spinning wheels.
There was a thump as the cargo shifted in the trunk.
He waited for a reaction, but heard no sounds of protest. He rolled down his window and drank in the cold mountain air, but the migraine refused to yield. # The cabin came into view.
Although, cabin was too civilized a term for the leaning shack on the sprawling wooded property.
The large metal shed that sat on the other side of the driveway was much more inviting. The car skidded to a stop in front of the shed.
The old sedan rocked back and forth on worn springs.
The engine purred, sending pink taillight-stained clouds of exhaust up into the dark sky.
The hinges squealed in rusty protest and the ding of the door ajar alarm broke the peace of the night.
He stepped out into the wet night air and fumbled with a key ring, his breath pluming in the diffuse moonlight.
He squinted, and then opened his eyes wide; trying to focus to the task.
Working mechanically in the yellow headlights he quickly opened the shed's doors. He returned to the car, not bothering to kick the mud and leaves from his shoes.
Stow the car; bathroom, get the meds.
Those were his missions now, plain and simple.
He drove the car into the shed and turned it off.
He let out a long sigh and sagged back into the seat, but his head and bladder offered no chance of rest. "We're here!" he said over his shoulder.
No response came from the trunk.
He grabbed the overnight bag from the passenger's seat and exited the car.
The bag bumped the horn. The sound amplified in the small metal enclosure, deafening him.
Lights flashed in the dark before his eyes, pops of white-hot pain, the coppery taste of blood filled his mouth and made him gag.
He hoped that he had remembered his meds or the weekend was shot for certain. "Nighty-night," he said half-smacking his hand against the trunk lid, half-steadying his balance.
Again; no response.
He fought down the urge to check on her.
She was feisty.
She had put up a hell of a good fight once her primal reflex for self-preservation had kicked aside the initial shock.
Chloroform always wins in the end.
No, she can cool in the trunk overnight, perhaps that will take some of the fight out of her.
He closed and bolted the doors.
John leaned against the shed door, tired to the bone.
This was not going right.
He should be on top of the world, not the bottom. He walked across the driveway, his sorry state made his heart pound hard from even this limited effort.
He stopped, shoulders sagging in the middle of the parking circle.
He did not even bother to turn; he simply pointed his hand over his shoulder and clicked the key fob.
Chirp-chirp, "Night, night," he whispered in unison to the alarm, "we have a big weekend ahead of us." He strained his eyes to find the right key in the dark at the front door.
The moon hid behind the fog and clouds, offering no assistance, always when you're in a hurry.
He fumbled with key after key.
He could feel the warmth spreading down his leg.
He made a mental note to remember to bring a damn flashlight next time, but was not sure his head would let him file that detail away reliably.
The weekend was going all wrong; it was much too soon for that.
He tried the last key on the ring, fearing he had missed the proper one, dreading having to start over.
The key drove home and the knob turned.
Thank heaven for small miracles. He stepped into the cabin and felt along the doorframe and retrieved the flashlight that hung there.
He clicked it on.
His luck was changing.
Crisp white light cut through the dust motes in the air as he played the beam around the small interior.
The cabin was as he had left it; the toilet, cot, and his chest of "props" all where they should be.
The cords in his neck loosened a bit. He let the place wash over him.
The familiar sharp contrasting scents of sweat and bleach pronounced he was home.
The place reverberated with the voices and emotions of those who had crossed the threshold.
He dropped his bag and dug through the medicine bottles until he found the right one.
He popped four small sour pills into his mouth and swallowed them dry.
Three more than the prescribed dosage and two more than he had ever taken at one time.
He was not going to take any chances of a migraine ruining the weekend. John crossed towards the rickety chemical toilet, carefully going around the intricately detailed pentagram on the floor in the center of the room.
He removed his soiled pants and underwear, casting them aside.
He sat and shone the light on the lines of the star.
What at first glance appeared as a solid line, revealed to be a number of words and symbols.
He read off the names of a few of the women aloud, smiling more at some then others. The vice that held his head eased up a bit as he relieved himself.
Whether it was the meds kicking in or the draining of his bladder, he was not sure, nor did he care.
He walked dazed, naked from the waist down, over to the cot and collapsed into it.
The light aluminum frame creaked and groaned under his weight.
He pulled a dirty blanket over himself and had the presence of mind to shut off the flashlight before he fell into the dark clamp of sleep. # He woke with his left arm dangling, pins and needles numb over the edge of the cot.
But at least the migraine was gone, the only trace was the unsettling deja vu feeling the meds left behind. John sat up and stretched, his deadened arm at his side.
The birds were chirping outside and the sun was pouring in through the windows.
It was going to be a glorious day.
His stomach rumbled with hunger- time for breakfast.
He checked his watch, 12:45 p.m.
Okay, maybe lunch.
He performed a quick calculation; he had been out cold for around ten hours.
He made a mental note of the dosage and its results for future use.
He rose and stretched.
The depression of last night's arrival was gone.
The day held infinite promise and possibilities. He grabbed a fresh pair of pants and slipped on his shoes.
He would get the ice chest and groceries, and while he was there, check on his guest. He ambled down the steps, stretching.
The day was warm and the sun helped ease his stiff muscles.
He really needed to replace that old cot.
He froze halfway across the driveway, the warmth of the sun gone. A small section of the shed had torn away and was flapping gently in the breeze. He forced the lump in his throat down, and willed himself to calm down, to breathe.
It could have been there the night before.
He had not noticed it, but he had been tired. Was it there?
He ran to the opening.
The rip was along a seam, probably pretty easy to do with the right leverage.
It was barely large enough for someone to squeeze... He ripped the opening wider and stepped into the shadows.
Enough light shone in to reveal the trunk still closed.
His heart slowed a bit.
He scrambled back through the hole and opened the doors for more light. The car, piles of dust covered home improvement supplies, and the tool bench were all he could see.
In fact, on first look, nothing seemed missing or out of place.
Damn animals. John clicked the button on the alarm.
There was no familiar chirp, chirp.
He mashed the clicker; still nothing.
He shook the fob, stabbing it toward the car. Sweat dampened his brow; something was in the back seat.
His fingers closed around the reassuring wooden shaft of a hammer as he passed the tool bench, creeping closer.
He held the hammer high and peered into the back window.
The rear seat back cushion was bent at an odd angle; jammed forward against the front seat.
The small ice chest sat wedged into the corner by the far door.
All the groceries had spilled into the foot wells on either side of the transmission hump. He opened the trunk.
His eyes had not yet accustomed to the filtered shadows of the shed, much less the oily blackness of the trunk.
The trunk light had not come on.
He could not remember whether or not it was working when he loaded her last night.
This was going all wrong.
He groped in the darkness, hoping against hope, but all he found was the empty canvas tent bag. No one had ever made it out of the bag by themselves.
John carried the bag outside into the light.
The side of the bag lay wasted, torn to ribbons.
Bitch.
She must have had a nail file or penknife on her.
He would have to search his next victim better. He looked around the driveway, to the house and down the road.
Reason and odds would have it that she would have started down the road to look for help.
He opened the driver's door and stood back. The bitch had gutted the interior.
The instrument cluster was shattered; small shards of Plexiglas littered the front section of the car.
Pieces of the dash panels lay on the floorboard.
Wires and cables dangled from dark crevices.
A Technicolor bouquet of wires lay on the passenger's seat, sprouting from what had once been the fuse block.
The seats lay in ruin, shreds of leather and stuffing everywhere.
He braced himself as his head swam and his vision blurred with fear and anger.
How had she done all this damage? He jammed his hand into the armrest storage box, skinning his knuckles.
His cell phone was gone.
He checked the glove box, his revolver was still there "Ha," he said, grabbing it.
"You dumb-" The gravel crunched behind him.
He whirled and straightened, banging his head hard on the windshield pillar.
A deer scattered and fled towards the woods. He held his aching head in one hand as he stepped into the light.
He tucked the gun into his belt and looked around. "Think, think," he chanted. The deer paused at the far edge of the driveway, staring back at him.
It sniffed the air and twitched its ear.
The deer would not go any further in that direction, the ground is poison over there, over by the old well.
That is where the women were, or what was left of them after he and the rituals were finished. "Think." He held his breath and concentrated, slowly exhaling.
The controlled breathing calmed.
Take stock of the situation.
Yes, she would have gone up the road.
Yes, she had his cell phone, but would have already discovered it did not work this far out.
Yes, it was a good ten miles or so back to the main road.
Maybe eight or nine until she could pick up a carrier signal.
If she had already made it there or was close and was able to call for help, then all was lost. She could not have been gone too long or else the cops would have already descended.
She had to still be close, he thought. He scanned the trees looking for her crouching form.
Nothing.
Discomforted, he shook off the vague prickling feeling of eyes watching him from the woods and concluded he had nothing to lose.
Perhaps he could still run her down and save his own skin.
She would have taken the road. He jogged down the driveway slowly, picking up speed as his muscles loosened.
He repositioned the revolver to behind his back so it would not rub his side raw.
He covered the first mile or two easily, but soon regretted leaving without thinking out a plan.
He had not brought any water from the cooler and had not eaten since leaving the city.
Thirst, hunger and fatigue forced him to slow the pace to a brisk walk. The day was warm and clear and as he walked, he considered that it was as fine a day, as any other was, to die.
He knew it would come.
It had too.
All the "Greats", Bundy, Dahmer, Ramirez, they all slipped up at some point.
He wondered whether it was better for a cop's bullet or his own to take him on to the next level. Several hours later he figured he had made it almost three quarters of the way back to the road, and still no sign of the his prey.
She was close, really close.
He could feel it.
The hairs on the back his neck could too.
John stopped for the fourth or fifth time in the last ten minutes and scanned the woods.
His legs began to ache and cramp, he needed to get moving again quickly.
The feeling of someone watching mounted with each passing moment.
He began to hope the cops would come and just end things.
This weekend had deteriorated so fast.
He continued his trek to the road, content on playing out his role in the game. Dusk arrived early.
By four in the afternoon the sun had begun to set.
The air was growing cooler and the breeze had picked up.
The sky was a purplish bruise, not a cloud up there to keep in the solar heat. Cars and trucks whizzed by on S.R.
22.
John sat hidden along the edge of the woods rubbing the cramps in legs.
She surely would have made it into calling range by now.
Even if the cell phone had been dead, some local Dudley Do Right in his pick up truck would have picked her up. So where was she?
Where were the cops?
Maybe she had headed off in a different direction after all.
He laughed a bit too loud and long at that idea.
All that lay past the property and to the east and west, was mile after mile of rough timber parkland and mountains.
The forest stretched out for fifty miles, maybe more, and the mountains were already snow capped.
Hunters would be the only ones able to find her and then only her scattered bones, picked clean by animals, after the spring melt. His headache was coming back.
He decided to pack it in and head back towards the cabin.
He cursed his luck.
If there had been less traffic, he could have hitched a ride.
Done away with the driver, driven back, cleaned up the place and been gone in an hour or two.
Instead, with too many cars passing that could later identify him, he would have to trudge back the long miles in the dark, and then back again in the morning and wait for a lull. Darkness fell even before he had made it halfway back.
Night sounds filled the air.
The last of the season's crickets or some other endlessly droning bug shrilled in his ears.
The moon appeared just above the tree line, a full moon, large and perfect.
Technically it was a blue moon, a rarity, something he had planned.
It would have enhanced the power of the rituals all the more.
He stared at the orb, eyes beginning to water.
It wasn't fair.
Now, he would have to wait another year or so for the next occurrence. Sharp pains filled the empty space in his belly.
His spit was thick and sparse and did nothing to soothe the fire in his throat.
The turkey sandwiches and water sitting in the cooler became his holy grail.
It kept him moving, like a carrot in front of a donkey.
He felt like the donkey now. Each passing minute without the S.W.A.T.
team popping out from behind a tree, convinced him more and more that the dumb bitch had headed into the woods rather than take the road.
In the morning, he would look around the edges of the house and shed to see if there were any signs or a trail. Even if he found a neon arrow pointing the way directly to her, John figured it was getting too out of control.
He needed containment.
He would torch the buildings and the car; both belonged to the dead man.
The only one who could connect him with this place was the realtor and that was over five years ago.
The well was the problem.
Maybe he could drain the generator gas tank into the well and build a great fire to burn the bodies.
That might just work.
He would have to think about that in the morning. The crack of a branch behind him made him jump.
He whirled, fumbling to retrieve the gun.
He leveled the revolver back up the road, panning it back and forth.
The sounds grew louder.
A dark shape emerged, almost flowing, out of the woods.
It walked on all fours, but was larger and denser than a dog.
It was hard to tell from the silhouette, but it could be a bear.
He froze, and watched as the shape glided across the road and disappeared into the woods on the far side, paying him no notice. He let out his breath, turned and continued on his journey, longing to return to the city.
His city. An ancient tree marked the edge of his property.
It had tipped over long ago.
The dark hole beneath its root ball opened like a dark grave.
He edged to the far side of the road away from it.
He had less than half a mile to go.
He kicked it into high gear as if he were in the final leg of a race, the water and food in the cooler his grand prize.
It also left the gaping hole farther and farther behind. His increased pace did not last long.
He stopped, bent double with hands on his knees, wheezing and pulling hard to get air into his lungs.
His feet throbbed.
They would surely be a bloody mess when he took off his shoes.
Mental note, get better - A snapping branch to his left cut off the thought.
Footfalls crunched and crashed through the trees, coming towards him at high speed.
Then nothing.
John listened.
His ears strained, but nothing, just silence.
Even the usual night sounds were gone, not even the whisper of the breeze through the trees or the infernal crickets.
His skin crawled with goose bumps; every hair tingled.
He shivered and could feel the eyes staring out of the dark shadowy woods at him. He walked on, the crunching matching pace with him.
Something, that creature, maybe even her, was stalking him out in the darkness.
When he stopped, the noises would as well.
Whatever was out there, was not trying to conceal its presence.
On one of John's longer pauses, it actually started coming closer, moving in. John ran.
His feet screaming in fiery protest as if running across blistering, summer asphalt.
The noises grew clearer as the distance closed; he could actually hear the individual foot falls and thought he heard panting breaths as well.
He drew the revolver as he sprinted.
He was close now, only a hundred yards or so from his cabin, just up around the next curve in the road it would be in sight. He stopped, turned towards the noise and shot in one fluid motion.
The loud report of the gun echoed in the night, followed by an unearthly roar.
It reminded him of the big circus cats. Silence. His brain rang with it.
He could not have hit anything, he had not aimed, and did not even have a target, but the silence spoke otherwise. He began walking slowly; listening, but he heard nothing.
The night sounds had begun again by the time he had arrived back at the car.
He never thought he would welcome the incessant droning of the crickets.
Maybe his luck was not all bad. He opened the backseat door and felt about blindly in the dark for the cooler.
It was not there.
Neither were the groceries that had littered the floor earlier this afternoon.
She had come back, or perhaps she never left.
He backed out of the shed and crossed the driveway looking out for her.
He had a gallon or two of water stored in the cabin and maybe a bottle left in his overnight bag.
If she had not gotten to them as well that is. He smelled it about the same time he heard the gravel crunch behind him.
A musty old smell, enough to make him gag and dry heave.
The smell of long dead things, mixed with wet fur.
The bad smell of the well. He did not bother to look, he ran.
He cleared the two steps up to the door in one jump, turned the knob and smashed open the door, slamming it shut behind him.
He leaned against it, catching his breath.
The door buckled inwards, knocking him forward into the room, but the hinges and latch held.
A second, but weaker blow hit the door.
He was safe. John shivered, despite his recent exertions.
He shook, his teeth chattering, hands shaking.
Despite the body heat, he felt cold inside, deeply cold, and empty.
He was scared of what was beyond the door and lurking outside, but this was more than that. It was the vibe, it was here, but wrong, it no longer welcomed him as it had the night before. Groping for the flashlight on the peg, his fingers closed on air - it was gone. The cot.
It's by the cot. He crossed the cabin, skirting the center.
The dim moonlight shining in made the familiar interior mysterious and threatening.
His shin found the cot in mid-step.
He winced and bent to find the light on the floor.
The planks beneath the cot were warm and sticky.
He jerked his hands back and overbalanced.
Arms windmilling, he fell backwards, landing hard on the flashlight.
Shock ran up his spine to his brain from his tailbone as he grit his teeth through the pain.
The flash light went skittering across the floor to the center of the room.
He crawled towards it on all fours, out into the center of the room - into the pentagram. A pulsing energy invaded his body and thoughts, but not the usual quasi-orgasmic thrill of the ritual sacrifice.
This was a feeling of his powerlessness, and his own smallness. A shape passed outside the window, blocking the moonlight and casting a shadow across the floor.
He sat erect and drew the revolver, pointing it with a shaking hand at the glass.
The sweat dried itchy on his skin.
Something was walking around outside the cabin, towards the back.
He fished with his left hand and grabbed the flashlight, flicking it on.
He darted the light about, tracing erratic circles around the cabin's interior. Standing upright beside him was the severed head of a deer.
Its black baleful eyes stared wildly at him from the center of the star.
Crude deep gouges marred the floor, marking where once had been the painstakingly painted markings he had found in books and the names he had drawn to make up the lines.
Now, new markings and symbols written in blood lay at each of the five points of the star.
His face flushed at the defilement of his work.
The rage fed on his covetous desire towards the power in these new markings.
There were forces within them that he had never been able to conjure within his own works.
He skittered away smearing a blood trail and obliterating one of the shapes.
He backed from the star and towards the cot, fearful of these new wards and their portents. The cot sat in the center of a dark pool of blood.
The fabric sagged and the dirty blanket bulged upwards.
He half hoped it was her--that whatever was out there, whatever had gotten the deer had also gotten her.
He whipped back the cover.
The remains of the deer, its entrails spilling from jagged wounds in its belly, lay there. A crash and the sound of rending metal came from somewhere outside, behind the cabin.
Back where the generator and fuel tank were.
He ran for the door gun in hand.
He had to stop the thing, kill it.
He stepped out into the night air, turning the flashlight off to allow his eyes to adjust and to not announce his presence.
Hugging the side of the cabin, he made as quietly as he could towards the rear--towards whatever waited. The destruction continued behind the house, growing louder with each step he took.
He leveled the gun in the general direction, ready to turn the last corner.
His shaking hand managed to pull back the hammer.
Everything was wrong it was not supposed to be this way, Damn it! John's self-pity evaporated as he turned the corner and the creature came into view.
He got a good view of it this time; the bear-like beast now not twenty feet away, lit by the moonlight.
It was not a bear, nor a wolf, nor any other creature he had seen in person or in pictures.
It was not much larger than a man on all fours, but bristled with muscle and bulk, making the creature easily twice as dense.
What once had been the generator lay on the ground in pieces before the creature. The creature ran and slammed its shoulder into the fuel tank, ripping it from its mount.
The tank tilted, gasoline sloshed, it picked up speed and crashed to the ground.
The tank warped popping the ends.
Fifty some odd gallons of gasoline spilled out in a reeking wave of fluid and fumes. He aimed the gun, he had a clear shot.
An image of a scene he had once seen on one of those death video sites, flashed through his mind.
An amateur had recorded a grizzly bear mauling.
Witnesses had bounced round after round off its thick skull; all the while the bear continued to maul the victim unperturbed. His gun suddenly seemed small and impotent in his hand. Maybe it would scare it off again like in the woods rather than angering it further.
He fired a round into the air.
"Shoo," he said his voice cracking and shaky.
He cleared his throat, threw his arms wide and said louder "Shoo, go away! The creature reared up on its hind legs and raked at the air with long curved claws.
He could see its teeth glistening like silver daggers in the moonlight.
It quieted, tilted its massive head and acted as if it were considering him.
He could swear it was smiling.
It raised its snout towards the moon and let out a bellowing howl. His bladder gave loose, soaking his crotch and trouser leg.
He reflexively pulled the trigger.
The wildly fired round managed to strike the thing dead center; the beast became silent, turning its head slowly towards him. Panicking, he fired again.
The second round went wide and splintered a tree trunk.
He took aim and squeezed off another round.
The bullet hit the towering creature in the forearm.
The beast spun wildly from the impact and bolted into the dark woods. John ran back to the safety of the cabin.
Exhausted, it did not matter to him that he had wet himself again.
He had just faced a wild animal and had won.
He had won.
The victory put wind back in his sails.
He dragged the cot with its mutilated deer and dumped it down the front steps.
He returned kicking the head and sent it flying into the driveway.
Grabbing a water bottle, from his overnight bag, he drained it without taking a breath.
His blood crusted hand crushed the plastic bottle and he threw it into the corner. He had won over nature.
He pulled out his last clean pair of underwear and pants and changed.
He took a box of shells from the "props" chest and reloaded the revolver.
Out of habit, he put the spent shell casings into his pocket. He sat against the wall opposite the door and decided it was best to wait until dawn to torch the place and leave.
He still had the gas in the car; the thing had not got that.
He was giving the wild animal too much credit for actual intelligence.
It probably had smelled human scent on the generator and tank and went nuts.
Maybe it was rabid or diseased or something.
It did not look like any bear or dog or anything else for that matter that he had ever seen.
It must be some kind of rabid mutant.
It had to be.
And some bitch mutant at that.
He sniggered, only a female could cause this much damage and destruction. He kicked off his shoes, expecting much worse than he actually found.
Some bloody skin and torn off blisters on his heels.
A whopper of a blister on the side of his left big toe, nothing life threatening, but walking in the morning would be a bear.
He laughed at his joke. Something about the deer worried him, nagged at him.
Had the bear-thing been attracted by the dead deer or its fresh blood?
Or had it killed the deer in the first place?
If it had killed the deer, why would it have brought it into the cabin?
He knew big game cats sometimes buried or covered their prey.
Did bears do that too?
What about the gouges and new markings in the floor?
He was tired and hungry; his mind slipped and played on variations of the questions.
He could not get a grip on the questions, much less the answers.
Drifting off into sleep, his last consciousness entertained the ludicrous idea that perhaps she, Margaret, was responsible all of this somehow. WHAM. He startled alert.
The whole cabin shook on its foundation.
He coughed as decades of dirt and dust fell from the rafters.
The floor tilted and the flashlight rolled away. WHAM. He scrambled on hands and knees after it, forgetting about the gun beside him.
A splinter from the floor pierced his knee as he grabbed the light.
He yelled.
Creaking roof beams filled the silence.
He could not see through the dust.
Glass exploded inwards as window frames warped.
He tried to turn on the flashlight.
Dead, useless.
He coughed violently.
He banged the light, and then threw it in frustration.
Damn. WHAM. He stood and made it two steps towards the door.
He remembered the gun too late.
The dust obscured where he was sitting.
The floor bucked and twisted like a carnival funhouse ride, until it split and dipped towards the center, towards the gaping maw of the pentagram. WHAM. The main ceiling beam shifted, the entire roof groaned like a schooner in heavy seas.
He made for the door, but stumbled and fell as the floor angled steeply.
He slid backwards towards the darkness.
His palms and knees bristled with splinters from his attempts to claw for purchase on the rough-hewn floorboards. WHAM. He regained his grip and crawled upwards towards the door.
He put his hand to the knob.
The floor dropped completely out from under him.
He hung from the knob, feet flailing in space a few feet above the rubble below.
A cloud of dust rushed upwards as strength failed him.
He dropped into the chaos beneath.
The beam crashed down into the center of the room, smashing through what was left of the floor, obliterating the pentagram.
He clambered through the debris and squeezed between a gap between the foundation and steps and tumbled out into the driveway.
The roof made a wrenching sound, folded towards the center and then followed the beams down.
The walls buckled and fell inward.
A cloud of grey dust rose into the clear crisp night air.
His cabin was gone. John stood, the gravel biting into his bare feet.
He backed towards the shed, staring in disbelief at the ruin of the cabin.
Perhaps he could find safety in the car. He had not covered half the distance to the shed, when he saw a flash of the creature coming at him.
He heard more than felt the impact.
The shock of the jolt shutout the pain, but he heard the loud snap of breaking ribs.
That changed as he hit the ground. He spat his broken front teeth onto the gravel, dazed.
The familiar copper flavor of blood filled his mouth.
Although this time, it was his blood and it made him gag.
He rolled onto his back, panting, his chest sending out shooting pains with each inhalation.
Pain washed over him, enveloped him, and held him fast.
The full moon directly above seemed so cool, so stable, so far away.
This was not supposed to be how his weekend went.
The moonlight turned everything shades of grey and silver.
The whole scene had become so surreal. He was slipping into shock. The feral creature came at him again, digging its snout under him and flipping him high into the air.
The grinding impact with the ground took the wind from him.
One arm snagged and bent under him at an unnatural angle, tearing muscles and sinew.
He could feel the gravel raking at his cheek. The slow crunch of footsteps approached from somewhere in his blind spot.
He tried to roll, but found he could not move.
Agony and fear paralyzed him. Hot breath and sticky drool dripped onto his cheek; the musty smell of damp fur and old death filled his lungs.
He began to sob. "Please" he sputtered from his broken mouth. The creature circled his broken body, snarling.
The growling resonated within his body; he shivered to its vibration and timbre.
The creature was evil, pure evil.
It slowly came to him that it was not a snarl, but a guttural chant.
The beast was performing a ritual. The creature paused and sniffed at his temple.
The physical pain receded under the new sharp pull he felt from within his skull.
The beast was breathing his essence, his soul.
He could feel it touching, tasting his own blackness. He laid there, a sack of human nothingness.
He welcomed the darkness closing in on him.
It would end his mortal suffering.
He saw it coming, but could feel nothing as the massive jaws closed about his neck. # John woke with his neck bent at an impossible angle.
His body hurt from head to toe and his skin was on fire.
A rank odor assaulted his nose and he knew immediately where he was.
He looked up and saw a circle of pale blue sky high above.
He was cold, icy cold.
He wrapped his arms around himself.
His clothes were gone.
He told himself it's just the way light reflected down the well shaft; that is what made his naked skin shine pearlescent.
However, he knew it was much more than that. He stood, but could not lift his head properly.
It sat cocked almost resting on the shoulder.
He tried to use his hands to lift his head.
His bad arm was slow to respond, the muscles unknotted and twitched, but not as bad as he would have thought.
He was sure his neck was broken, he could feel the displaced bone, but the pain radiating in the lower part of his body was in conflict with the observation. He tilted his head to a normal position and his fingers sank deep into a gash that ran up the side of his neck and across his cheek.
His felt his knees buckle and the world began to spin and fade.
He held his hand tightly to the wound, hoping to retain what little blood he had left.
He was going to die.
His feet shifted beneath him and he slipped and tumbled to all fours.
The lime powder searing into his flesh, he screamed.
The disturbed corpse's stench rose through the layers of powder, he heaved in racking dry spasms. "Help!" The light above dimmed and a head, her head, appeared, her brown locks dripping down towards him.
"Ah, you're awake." Her sensuous husky voice echoed down the well. "Get me out of here or-" He said, his head canting to the side to look upward. She laughed, cutting him off.
"Or what?" "I.
.
.
I.
.
." He could think of nothing to say.
"The thing, the beast, I'll help you get away, I'll protect you, Margaret." Again she laughed.
Her face elongated and swelled, even in silhouette, he could see the transformation.
A chill ran down his spine.
"You!" "Yes, and now you," Margaret's head returned to its normal shape and size.
"You desired the dark, you desired eternal life.
I give you both and so much more.
You sought it through silly rituals and from books and methods written by charlatans.
I have given you what you desire.
You will now understand the true depths of evil and hate" "You're crazy." But her words reverberated within in him.
"What are you?" He wasn't sure he wanted her to answer that, and felt relief when she didn't.
"You're lying!" he tried to goad her into answering; the dawning truth was too much for him to handle alone.
"You bitch," but he knew she was telling the truth, he smashed his hands against the stone and sobbed. He could already feel his body growing stronger, healing itself from within.
His head only dipped slightly without his hands supporting.
Small scratches healed themselves as he watched. She was a shape changer, a lycanthrope, a were-creature.
He had dismissed them as legend, as he had elves and the other fae peoples.
They were creatures of story, myths to keep children from wandering too far from home after dark.
Satan was the supreme one.
The power and promise of Satan had driven all else from his mind for years.
But even then he had not totally believed.
He believed now. "And now I must go, it's a long walk back to the road," she said, and laughed as her head disappeared from view.
The light of the sky faded as the well cap scraped across and sealed the opening.
All was dark. The faint bite of a shovel sinking into dirt and the soft swishing sound of soil landing on the cap filtered down, echoing softly.
His own wails soon drowned out the whispering sounds of the sealing of his tomb.
He felt the walls around him for hand holds.
He could feel his feet shifting on the rotting corpses of his past victims.
In the blackness he could almost feel them reaching up and pulling him down.
He was sinking into their depths.
He tripled his efforts, clawing desperately at the walls, nails pulling loose, but the slick moss and tightly fit mortared rocks denied him any purchase. He awoke sometime later, how long he could not guess, as the darkness and silence had robbed him of all sense of time.
He was stronger, muscles had mended, gashes had closed, his neck had straightened but it was of no use, he could not climb out.
With the new strength came the hunger.
Not just the missed a meal or even a missed week of meals ache, every cell in his body demanded to be fed. Every thought was now of food, not just food, meat.
He knew he must eat to survive, or else..?
What?
Die?
He snorted.
He did not think death was an option for him anymore.
The hunger became too intense; he sat and reached his hands deep down into the lime.
The unseen powder burned the skin.
He did not care, hunger drove him now he pulled free a limb.
An arm?
A leg?
It did not matter anymore, only the gnawing in his gut mattered, and he began to eat.
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